J pace
Marksman
I think when we enter Heaven and stand before Jesus, a veil is lifted. We leave our earthly emotions, thoughts, mind behind, We see through Heavenly eyes and a Godly mind. Simply put we become all-knowing beings. I say this to express the thought to you that your son knows exactly why he was called back, And that there was nothing humanly possible that you could have done to save him. They tell us that there is no grief in heaven, I find this hard to believe. How can our love one's look down from heaven and see the suffering in our hearts and not feel Grief. You did all you could while your son was alive, he is more aware now than ever, He can no longer hug his mother but you can, He can no longer hug his brother his sister but you can. When God made the very first man and then snatched a rib out of his side to make the very first woman, He was just letting us men know that it was never going to be easy and that our family would be a blessing and a strain on us husbands and fathers.